Each day, I
rise with memories of you, memories that will last me a lifetime.
I hope you remember what we went through. All those texts and I love you more fights. You are the reason I would laugh non stop and keep smiling. The reason I ever even believed in myself. You gave me confidence and most importantly you gave me love. And I still remember the way I smiled on my way home after we met. You always give me
something more everyday.
But I also
accepted that our relationship had an expiry date. And I knew you’d be the
one to walk away from me because I would never have the strength to do that.
And the only thing I prayed for was that you didn’t walk away without saying a
word. But you did!
But now I know
that all of this has been in vain and without a point. The only thing I can do
and have to do is move on. Regardless of the way you did everything, the fact
is that you left me and you will never come back. And that is something I need
to learn to deal with. It’s time to move on with my life, the same way you did with yours because I know you won't come back. I know you were over me the minute you left.
I know you didn't want to hurt me but you did. I tried to hate you but I can't and I still miss you. I know you don't spend your whole day crying about it, but I don't want you to. But please tell me once in a while that you sometimes think about me and our memories, songs or perhaps a place you drive past on your way home, reminds you of me. Our love was always so special. It's hard to forget and almost impossible but we have to. Even we can't love each other, again.. I'll always be happy because I was privileged to love you once.
FarewelI, Sayang. Take care of yourself. hope
you live your best life and I hope you really do all the things you always wanted
to do. I hope Allah will give you everything you ask for. I am so glad that I had the chance to be in love with you. Thank you for everything. I will never forget you.
I hope you regret walking out 😈
Hasyimah
